Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Reflections and Milestones

There are some things I need to get out of my head, so you can totally ignore the first part of this post if you like. Otherwise...you were warned.

Things I've discovered through a few days of reflection:

1. I am as strong as I knew I was.

2. Someone else's opinion can only matter if you want it to.

3. I have the right to be happy. Really happy. Not just content.

4. If you change who you are for someone else, it changes who you are to yourself and how you feel about yourself.

5. If you continue to let someone else's bad behavior negatively affect your life, it's your problem.

6. Even if you know where you want to go, it's best to know, first, where you stand.

7. I'm an incredible fucking person. :)

Ok..so that last one was just to make me feel good. In general, I've figured out more than I thought I knew. One way or another there are about to be some drastic changes in my life. There will be people (the crazy ones) that will have serious issues with those changes. There will also be people (the less crazy ones) that get it and still want to be part of my life because they love me unconditionally. I guess the telling moment is about to arrive. It's time to separate the crazy from the less crazy.

In somewhat related news...
I know I promised updates, but I'm going to be spending the next 30-35 days of my life in overdrive. I have a million things to get done and only a month to get them done. That being said..not so sure about the updates.

In totally unrelated news...
We're gonna party like it's 1999. This is my 100th post. I was going to have just a party without reflection yesterday but I was too busy reflecting. So..have a few drinks for me tonight. It took a year and 3 months to get there, but I have managed (totally through the use of smoke and mirrors) to keep some of you coming back. Probably because every time you come back to read this crap, you get a little dumber; just dumb enough to come back and do it again.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Go To Your Happy Place

My life has seriously sucked ass for the last few weeks. Mainly because people are going out of their way to make sure it sucks ass. I have a feeling it's going to get better though. And if I have anything to do with it, I bet it gets WAY better. Stay tuned. (Except Larry, because I know you might get a little stressed if you stay tuned and there's no new update. You should probably just stay half-tuned.)

And now (insert drumroll).....FRIDAY FAVORITES
(I know it's been a while so to refresh your memories...this is where I list 10 objects or events that I have really enjoyed lately.)

1. SoCo and Lime shots

2. Friends that know me and still love me unconditionally

3. I don't live in the path of a hurricane

4. My daughters

5. When conniving and devious people have to watch their latest bullshit backfire

6. Sex

7. Sleep

8. New episodes of various reality shows

9. Lost

10. Secretly spying on my oldest through the new blog she thinks I don't know how to find.